Realisations

If I were to sum 2015 for me in just one word, that word would be Realisations.

The realisation that I am strongest when facing setbacks and adversity.

The realisation that the loneliest place can still be within a crowd.

The realisation that most people are asleep and have not traversed the realm of consciousness that I’m always awake in.

The realisation that a number of people around me were hindrances rather than enhancements.

The realisation that I cannot react to negative elements that are sent as obstacles in my path.

The realisation that the number one priority to each man is self.

The realisation that I will not be present for those that are absent for me.

The realisation that my heart is tremendously big and regardless of how I’ve been treated, I still find it within me to forgive and help others out although my mind won’t let me forget.

The realisation that I may never understand why people act the way they do but I cannot judge them for who they are. The realisation that no matter how much you try to hold on, sometimes, it’s best to just let go.

The realisation that I’ve mostly been an addition and hardly an inclusion.

The realisation that this day, December 31st 2015, is the last day I can mope, be mad or angry and dwell on all the negative things because tomorrow is a new beginning.

The realisation that I can only concern myself with the successes of the future.

The realisation that I have something to say and there are people who care enough to listen.

The realisation that a tiny piece of my puzzle is revealed everyday and I come closer to working my purpose out.

The realisation that food, health and wellbeing are vital when sustaining joy in my life.

The realisation that I am in charge of my feelings and my choices.

The realisation that regardless of whether I may outwardly appear unhappy, my heart is overflowing with JOY!

The realisation that I am well and able.

The realisation that I will only surround myself with progressive people who are a positive influence in my life.

The realisation that life is about organisation which in turn relieves stress.

The realisation that I believe in myself and in my abilities.

The realisation that I must take time to relax.

The realisation that I can’t do it all so I must pace myself.

The realisation that my positive thinking will allow me positive experiences.

The realisation that my faith has grown and I will give thanks to the Lord and commend myself for the minutest of achievements.

The realisation that “I am fearfully and wonderfully made”(Psalms 139:14) and I am never alone as long as HE guides me.

The best realisation I had in 2015 is that I am a better woman today than I was yesterday.

Thanks for all the blessings and small mercies dear God and the ability to be able to pacify myself during one of my most challenging years. May you all realise things about yourself you never knew before. I look forward to sharing much more with you in 2016.

Happy New Year jewels. Thanks for all your support and all the best for 2016.